I couldn't believe it! Which only made me more nostalgic. And I started thinking... I need to take more pictures and videos and do all that "mom stuff". I gotta be more on the ball!!
And as the worry and thought's of falling short as a mother grew and snowballed... I finally came to realize.... (through the help of my big sister) That I'm the kind of mom I am. I may not be a picture taker or a video director, or a scrapbooker, or a trendy-up-to-date-on-all-the-baby-crap-you-can-buy-your-kid mom, but I'm a mom nonetheless.
(Adam a day old)
But!! I have other qualities! I sing to Adam! Always!!
Hahaha in fact maybe too much. (I was singing some phantom of the opera... hit the high notes ... or rather didn't hit them... and Adam started crying... HAHAHAHA ooops! Sorry kiddo)
I tell GREAT stories. Or at least he thinks so!
I know ALL his ticklish spots. And I can make him start giggling just by looking at him a certain way!
I keep a pretty darn good journal!
aaaand
I blog! Or rather just started blogging!
Most of all I'm here for him. So, maybe I need to improve on keeping record of him. But I like to think I'm doing an ok job of just living in the moment with him. Maybe I'll kick myself in the future for not keeping as much of the physical stuff but OH WELL.
SO Kudos to you mom's who do it all!!!
(Ali and Adam a few weeks ago..... hehehe Chubbo)